lonely lover

i wish i could hold on to these drunken desires forever this self-induced metallic confidence this shameless legendary. you cannot stop me you cannot see me. i am sickened wishing warting wonder. i am lightning flashing dirty water. i am electric bathtubbing danger circuitry. i am over whipped cream topping i am sundry waiting. i will make this prophecy true through my own unwanting. hold me true hold me blue. hone my deepest dark desires. fuck me now keep me later. keep me in your arms until the end of time my lovely lonely lover.