filthy sin

some misery amiss the ashes.
some filthy sin to make you smile.

a memory is all yours

the hearth of your heart
your sentimentality
the art of your muse
of my womb
a child unborn
its all the things we ever said
its everything
its every single drug ever invented ingested in one single dose
its rat poison laced with bleach and skin eating diseases
its infection
the lying, crying, screaming, trying
its fists pounding on shards of glass and sharp red bricks
its murderous tricks
its every possible frustration expressed in boiling rage and strangled fucking
veins are popping
its blood, blood blood red like roses
essence of being
blinded
its everything i am
its all your love