enigmatic lover

hi, i would love to hear from you before i went away. you're not ready to let go. i still have some of your things. you borrowed my heart, and if we do break up, i'd like it back now. well, i'm waiting for your call. i'm making all the preparations for tomorrow. soon i'll be gone. maybe i won't come back this time. maybe i'll get swallowed up in a cold vast lake. maybe i'll drift away in a sweet summer breeze. maybe i'll run myself bone thin; sweating, panting like an animal. but i'll still be waiting. waiting, waiting, waiting. for your phone call. is there a chance we can still work this out? or is it all just cursed sadness? borne of sin. sinner re-born. i am borne of sin, but here i am. i made it somehow. anyway, i'll be here. i'm just waiting to hear from you. unless i get swallowed up, swallowed up in the abyss of your shadow. enigmatic lover, where are you now? will you wait for me?

NO!

nothing matters. nothing else matters.

meaningless mass of SHIT.

life is it. are you blind or just stupid?

fools. all of you.

POETRY

POETRY
POETRY
POETRY

HAHA
HA
HAHAHA

horoscopes don't count

when you're mad with desire
and unrequited sadness