Tuesday, August 31, 2010

feeling vulnerable

dig in
dig into me
lets deep in the valley
eat deer grazes meadow
roll canola fields flowering
your heart is showing itself to me

11

check in with me later
you could check in with me anytime
i don't mind
two days through ontario i dreamt of you
it was all surreal
you could check in anytime and inquire
i am probably not doing well
i don't mind
i am unstable
you could call me on the telephone or send me an e-mail
it would be nice to hear from you
i wouldn't mind at all if you dropped me a line
you could say hello and hang up the phone
or remain a secret and dial *69
you could check in with me anytime
any way at all is fine with me
i don't mind
this is all unreal

in the land of living skies

the prairies are flatlands
driving through manitoba is flat, man
you can drive straight for days through the prairies
saskatchewan too
you might go mad
all yellow and green and brown
don't you get sad now
we're almost there
we'll be there sometime soon
some high noon
over the mountaintops in the foothills of alberta
then we'll really be free
we'll really be free in the mountains on the western side
don't fall asleep yet
its best you stay awake
don't fall asleep little one
i love you so you could die
don't you fall asleep now
open your eyes
we're almost there
we'll be there in a day or two
once we get through the badlands in the prairies
winnipeg is an awful place, i know
its gone now and we'll never go back there again
canola fields are rolling on for miles
with sunflowers and pine trees and wild cattle
its lonely and dry in the prairies but everyone is friendly
everyone's a real cowboy now
where's your horse
don't mention south dakota yet
there's a lightning storm here every night
it could strike and kill at any time
you could mill a billion acres of wheat in the prairies
there's nothing stopping you
you could do anything at all
why don't you pull over and smell the trees
why don't you pull over and feel the breeze
here in the prairies you could do anything at all
you could sow a million sunflowers and press one bottle of oil
you could raise your arms to the sky and kneel and cry
you could run across a thousand stacks of hay
or hop on a tractor and sleep in a barrel
thank god we're almost out of manitoba
i'm starting to go mad

self-portrait

the delicacy of my irish skin
and the darkness of my sicilian soul

surfaces