my hydro bill

is really killing me

"what defeats people

is a double confession"

a devil confession
your weakness is your failure you know

its your own goddamn failure
try harder change your perspective

words are easier spoken than executed, so they say

your weakness is your failure
you gotta try harder next time

maybe all the silence will confuse me

if i had a million dollars

i wouldn't buy you a fur coat

this old man is going to take me to the end of the road
the point of no return, so to speak
lightning darting all around our faces
big storm brewing ahead.
hail crashing down onto the windshield
the old man don't want to let me go
but all i want is to walk alone into the hail storm
lightning lighting up my face
laughing along
but nothing is really funny at all
just ironic and bittersweet
can't ever get companionship no matter who's around
so if i'm alone anyway
might as well say goodbye to the old man and walk into the hail storm
i mean whats the worse that could happen?
i'm alone with or without you
maybe this loneliness will drift away with the wind
like hay sacks in the prairies
nowhere to go and nowhere to hide

"i have very complex feelings about you"

i'll never forget what the Sikh man told me
i can't forget what the Sikh man told me
his words have been etched into my memory forever
etch'a'sketched
you can shake it all around
you can clear the board but the palette stays the same
i mean those punjabis get really profound sometimes
they're profound sketchers you know
not really artistic like the rajasthanis
more like philosophic Greeks
i'll never see him again
but i'll never forget what the Sikh man told me

i mean i have very complex feelings about myself.

same same but different

tautology

so i transform your face into my own. at least i am here.
at least i think i am here..

so i am the Queen
the fact is
i wouldn't apologize for offending you
or being too draconian
i mean why would i apologize

i am the queen after all