leave me, lightened

betray me, soul, 
i am forsaken.
like lost lives, 
i loved, i fell, 
i resurrected. 
help me, change, 
hear me whisper.
soft lips, softness, 
nervous quiver.
i looked into your eyes
and saw my emptiness.
i want to feel, 
see me, lightly, 
starving. 
i want to let go 
without holding on. 
i hate her,
her, she, walked away from me
before. 
she walked away from everyone 
before me. 
the sadness in your heart 
was my burden. 
my shallow, pool.
the memory i cannot grip. 
help me, change,
empty me.
leave me lightened - 
my being,
before.