icy

cold blooded animal

cold hearted bitch

bad circulation

my neighbour

is watching me drink tea naked in the kitchen

but i will put clothes on to do laundry

it is winter

and i will become whatever i am meant to become

trouble

everyone is trouble except for me

i mean i am troubled especially

there is nothing i doubt less

nothing left intuitively

appearances

they do deceive me

and business talks

honesty

if i could be totally honest with myself

and then you would not hurt me

i couldn't look into your eyes and lie

i could not i would rather die

if i could look into myself you would not

you would not be able to

see me

some kind of woman

i remember putting on this dress in montreal with a pair of 50s black suede stilettos and thinking to myself, "i have no date tonight". what a woman. what an evil kind of woman.